Well, morbane was hassling me the other day about not updating my LJ often enough. And, as usual, it's been a while. So, here's what's been going down, starting with the bad news.

The Royally Shite:* Matt's contract with his new job (the job where he was *happy* and that was actually doing wonders for his mental health for once) hasn't been continued. He ( Read more... )

So, as some of you would have seen from my latest FB update, I found out yesterday I'm ineligible for an unemployment benefit from the Government, as Matt "earns too much ( Read more... )

A 2009 meme. From webmd.

( Number 9. Number 9. Number 9. )

Wow. An update. NEVER. I think blue_tiger25 was starting to miss me. ;P ( Read more... )

Hey y'all ( Read more... )

I had a panic attack walking home from knitting club just before. Everything seemed frightening and empty. Ended up screaming and sobbing and gasping down my cellphone to Matt all the way up Molesworth Street. Because, well, my life's a mess. I don't know where I'm going with my career, I'm *this close* to handing in my notice at work (my ( Read more... )

Well, I was going to spare you guys the angst. For the minute. And actually blog about real things. Stuff that matters. Until I had a rather disturbing dream in the teeny hours of this morning...which just happened to combine two of my biggest neuroses. And it's left me rather rattled. So here I am, sharing the angst. Brilliant.

Anyway. ( I've cut this. It's kinda icky )

I'm down today. Think it was last night's Jager bomb that did it. And the girlie conversations ( Read more... )

A meme. A letter to my 2006 self. A bit horoscope-y, but hey. From kiwiria. Enjoy ( Read more... )